Life's lessons

Recently, I have gone through two bad experiences that I would
never ever forget in my entire life. I realize that I would not
be able to feel how it would be like to be in someone else's
shoes when they have almost the same problem as mine. Before
this incident happened, I thought that I would be able to
understand how it feels and the effects if I go through the same
events or incidents to those people whom I can say, going
through unlucky days. I thought I could feel their anguish and
their pain. But I was wrong. I realized I was all totally wrong.
When it happened to me, I realize it almost took up all my
life's purposes. I'm not eating well, not sleeping well, felt
extremely painful and angry, and felt like there's no more
purpose in this life. It's not that I had wanted to commit
suicide or whatsoever, don't be mistaken. It's just that I felt
like I'm haunted by the incident forever and thought I would
never ever be able to let it go. The pain and anger was such a
big blow that all my future plans is like going down to the
drains. It is like all totally gone, like no life purpose to
move further.

The event happened out of my own stupidity. As I thought back
all the clues that links to the incident, I realize that how
stupid I have been! Even a small kid would be able to realize
that it should be something weird about it! How tremendously and
greatly stupid I am!

However, after a few days I have thought through this, I realize
that it was because I have put too much trusts on something that
I should not have done so in the first place. I was referring to
it as "something" when it should be a person. It is because I
know that that someone should be treated something. It is
totally not humane at all. That person does not have a heart at
all. Although I have done what I should do, I believe that the
authority in KL would not be doing anything at all since all
these while they would not have done the same thing even if
there are loads more of people out there complaining the same
incident to them. One just have to be alert, detailed, and smart
to realize the stupidity that will occur and the consequences
out of the action.

Although the event that occurred to me was really a big blow to
me, but, on the other hand, I thought that God wanted me to go
through this because it wanted to let it happen to me. I realize
that after going through this incident, I am more alert, careful and would not do things impulsively. I will be more aware of my actions and consequences. I have also learnt that things happens for a reason and as hours and days go by, I slowly learned to let go of the incident.

However, one thing for sure is that I know God will punish whoever that does not have a good
heart. God will punish the people who have done something so wrong to hurt another person so deeply.

Out of this, I have learnt a few of life's biggest lessons.

#1: To be faithful to God.
#2: Families and true friends will always be there for us when we need them the most. They are the people we should treasure the most and keep for the rest of our lives.
#3: It is when something that knocks on our head then only we realize what is happening and to take the right and necessary actions.